Long day of work yesterday. Checking licenses is unfun. So. Gaydar. Loads of people looking for a “hung top”. Does that mean they’re all bucket arses? Chatted to Danny, hoping to get to see him next weekend somehow, but it’s all spooky. I still have a nagging feeling he’s keeping something from me too. Maybe paranoia, maybe not. Will talk with him some more. Met up with João after work and went to Retro and then Halfway for karaoke. I sang Mad World (but not the gay version, the original one) and he sang The Final Countdown after transposing it up 4 semitones or something that just made it sound like a bad bontempi keyboard version. Kinda amusing. I *got* the music part way through. I hate karaoke as I can never find my pitch, usually on account of the amazing amount of echo they put over the vocals. So I was horribly off key at the start...but then...I got it. I felt the power in my voice and let it come out. In doing so I hit the key, hit most of the notes and I think I actually made it sound reasonable. Interesting experiment. And I appeared to have pulled a madman because of it, which was interesting. He talked with me for a bit, asked me why I chose that song, I fumbled along until he went away. I’m good at that. Although it didn’t stop him groping my furry titty later in the evening whilst singing “I need a man” to me. Oh the horror of karaoke. Still. Could be worse, could have been at Retro for “Eurovision” night. Bear was there. Introduced him to João (again, he didn’t recognise J from the jazz last year). Sillyness. Went home via McDonalds for him and Spar for me. Ate a mushroom and steak thing that I suppose could have been waved near a cow at some point in its life. Bussed home and arrived to find TJ watching Voyager. I think that his mental state may be deteriorating, he appeared to be enjoying it. I glared at him until he turned it off and put abfab on instead. Bed far too late. Slept badly too. Bah. Oh well, it’s the weekend tonight, isn’t it? Danny’s at a mate’s concert in Yeovil, probably all night. Bah. I need cuddles...