DSL buggered. Again. This time the phoneline’s gone with it. DSL comes back at night when it’s cooler, so maybe BT have implemented self healing copper that melts in the heat? No fucking clue with them. Tards. So to talk to their tech support dept I have to find a payphone, as there’s no dialtone on my phoneline. Gah! Tired. Things aren’t going well for me, so I’m getting grumpy. Time of the month, one might say. Many little things conspiring against me. I know they’re not actually, but it feels that way. I know it’s just depression and I can ignore it, but sometimes I just want to scream. I know it won’t make me feel better but the child in me wants people to know I’m hurting too. I think I need a holiday. Somewhere nice. Mum’s in Ibiza, the cow...maybe I should make her take me too sometime. So this weekend I need to do something different, cheap and interesting. Ulf’s away so Brighton’s out, although I have friends there on Sunday from the list so I might pop down then. Or I might get on a train with my bike and zoom around Southend a bit. Not entirely sure... Payday in a week. Need to sort out a) Glastonbury, b) Amsterdam c) My head. I know this feeling. My life needs a new serving suggestion, I need to hide somewhere outstanding and new for a time and reappear, replenished and marvellous. BT will arrive to fix my line...but it won’t be working until Saturday at a guess. Cunty. I have two new hard drives sat on my desk, courtesy of the Deev thing. one 250gig PATA one 250gig SATA. I’m tripling the amount of free space in Pixel (he’s only got 80 gig at the moment). So I shall attempt to install Vista as well as the existing XP and Fedora installs on him. And having plenty of free space for work/music/DVD authoring/film creation/etc. Outstanding That’ll give me something to do tonight at least. Am tempted to upgrade next month to something a bit quieter case wise, then transplant Novak into Pixel’s existing milled aluminium case. As it’s everso sexy. Am also tempted by a proper mobo and stuff upgrade, and/or buying a second SATA hard drive and creating a proper raid thing, as my motherboard supports it. Doing geeky things makes me smile. Doing geeky people moreso.