Scott’s blog
Musings on a world I am no longer sure about
Worried...
A friend of mine is leaving for Palestine soon. Some other of his friends are already there. I’m worried though. He’s not been the same since his gf split with him and I really think he’s going because he can’t bear to be here any more. He’s going out there to help children, as part of the circus, but I don’t know if he’s actually going to not just have a deathwish or something when he gets there. Makes me sad We’re all supporting him, but I just wish there was something I could do to make him feel right again...good things done for the wrong reasons have a habit of going bad and the West Bank/Palestine aren’t exactly the friendliest of places in the world. Peat’s already there though, managing cool stuff. He goes to the West Bank today, then Jericho for a week then Jenin for another week. I so need to update the site as soon as I’ve finished FC - there’s a whole load of code I can reuse to make everything appear nicer
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Insomnia is fun for everyone
Bleh. I hate the 10th. It reminds me that I met Chris on this date two months ago. And now I’m regretting it. Now I’m thinking maybe I just don’t ever want to see him again. I even thought about deleting him from the site just so I didn’t accidentally find his pic on here again. But I behaved. Found out who the valentines present was from. Managed to upset him by being upset about it all. Bah Too much stuff running through my head. Feeling better than I did yesterday but still rubbish mostly. I’ll be fine in a while... Shitloads of work to do. Am developing a new package to sit on top of our framework, I’ve never done this kind of thing before and so it should be fun and informative. Suggested we use AJAX for some of it but wasn’t allowed. Bah. Personally, it’s a buzzword but a useful one and may open some doors for us. And after all, we’re founded on buzzwords ("The power of VoiceXML" anyone?) it can’t really hurt can it? Was meant to be seeing JamesBass tonight but might not be as he hasn’t got back to me. Wanted to sauna but don’t have the funds. Wanted to Retro tonight too but probably will just go home. It all sucks...going to try and finish the site as well as some other stuff. Hopefully still doing photos for Blue too on Sunday. Also hopefully will have a date early next week with someone rather cool, but I shall say no more as it’ll probably all fall through... Mending Owen at some point this weekend (again!) too. Something somewhere on his PC is very deaded Griff pulled the barman at BarCode on Monday! Damn he’s good