ARGH! (Small).jpg Work was slow and unproductive. Felt crappy Met mogs at Ku after work, who despite his best journal entries had been drinking since 4 - tho he saved me rent money first which was good. Cooked chicken breast in a white wine and mushroom creamy sauce with pasta. Bought enough for him too but ate it as he was pissed. Muahaha. Stayed up later than I meant to chatting to Chris (quelle suprise). Was explaining how things felt different this time and how usually I’d be all introverted and full of doubt and this time I’m not. Strange but deeply cool. Chatted to hillbilly a bit this morning. He’s happy for me which is cool. He’s back in a month, will be good to see him. Urg. I feel like shit and I’m on a fucking pink train. What were they thinking? *sulk* Not sure if I’ll manage a full day at work today, really feel rough, but will see. Meant to be watching Chris iceskate tonight if he’s well enough. Brought my zoom lens so I can photograph his flawless skating. And photograph him getting up again Retro party Thurs. I should probably buy a ticket soon.