Bored of tubes so bussing home and blogging. Will play with flickr a bit later I think. Getting annoyed with money, gotta think of a way out of this mess and get my cashflow back in order. Being good about stuff at the moment as I’m tired and need not to be making a bad impression at work. Don’t think I am, but am also not working at 100% of my ability and need to be. I feel trapped somewhat and it’s not good. Tonight I’m gonna wander some with Warren I think - and going to try and fix his travelcard too. I always feel depression more in the autumn - It’s why I am like I am at the moment. I suppose I could take pills but I don’t want to have to feel better - I work ok as a person without the forced highs. I feel so tired all the time though - I wish I didn’t - and then I go to sleep and it’s a really light sleep - I wake up so easily... it’s bad. People everywhere are panic buying petrol. Because of a supposed protest that’s about to happen. I suspect it could be that there really is a shortage of petrol and that this is a convenient way to hide it until someone works out what to do about it. Rumours that we’ve hit peak oil coupled with a market that just grows and grows. Well, if we haven’t hit yet then it will be soon, and America, who account for nearly a quarter of oil use, won’t leave the oil in the hands of other people - there will come a day when they can’t buy enough. Chavez will go. Iraq is already in the hands of US corporations. Alaskan tundra has been opened up. And Europe, Russia and China will need to share a dwindling resource with the US. And they really don’t like sharing. A storm is coming. It will affect every person on the planet. And the people in power, the ones we elected to stop terror and keep us safe? They’re the ones fanning the flames. There will be no winners. We will all lose, but the people in power seem blisfully unaware of this.