The time is wrong on my palm. Woe is me! Been ill all weekend as well as the arse of last week too - no fun at all - really need sleep but couldn’t last night as I kept coughing lots. Makes me feel totally run down and crappy Mostly all I want to do is run away and hide - just not see or speak to anyone - which is somewhat impractical when having to hold down a full-time job - so I don’t know what to do any more. Even the things I enjoy don’t hold the same appeal any more. Not really done any photos in ages - not got the will to do any freakcity 2 - just feel like I need a holiday but not even sure I can do that as work is manic at the moment. Grr. I hate being like this. Am skint too which doesn’t help at all. Just feel like I’m slipping away and have no way to stop myself. And my gran feels it all but there’s nowt I can do to stop her from feeling it. It’s a lovely “blessing” my family has. • 20:04: bleh Jimmy just popped in and I’m in the completely wrong mood for company so prob thinks I still hate him or something, even though I don’t. Oh well. Bleh.