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ChavFormers I think I’m coming down with a cold just in time for my birthday. Poo!
I shall officially sulk now!
Out Weds for Karaoke. Drank too much. Oops. Sang Morrissey badly coz I was wankereded
Felt like death the whole of yesterday
Feeling a bit better now - very sniffly though.
Lots of bugs I can’t fix because the test system is down. Lots of work to do but not much motivation. Ick.
Gonna go buy lemsip soon I think.
Owen just sent me a “ChavFormers” image. I am sniggering
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Quiet emptyness.
After all, we’re just animals looking for something, right?
But how do we know we’ve found it?
Is it inherrent to people that they don’t stay still?
And what of attachment? Are the poets wrong? Is there no such thing as “the one”, merely “the one right now”? Has anyone ever met anyone who has been truly in love and not just affected by something? Does love always die, leaving only need and habit? What is love?
Thinking lots. If you’d not guessed. James is going to try and come down for my birthday thing. Yay. Bought a microdrive for my camera! Yay! Can claim it on expenses! Double yay!
João sent me some teeny video clips of him playing live on Friday. Now I want to go see him more than ever!
I came up with a gem yesterday: “All relationships end - it’s just some people are too stupid to notice”
Got me thinking...
Listened to the new HHGTG on Radio 4 last night. Missed the first few moments though. Very excellent
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Fuckin buses!
look wot I won! Got my bits working at work yesterday. And got some work done too. Yay me
Won a Libretto on ebay auction too. Am all excited about that
Bought Star Wars DVDs as well. Watched Episode IV with Adam, who seemed unimpressed. Ah well. Wish they’d either cut Greedo or the annoying Jabber scene they’d restored as they both have almost the same dialogue. The documentaries about the lightsaber and the return of Vader were marvellous fun though.
Listening to João’s album again - spoke with him last night - apparently the gig went really well with loads of people there. They’re hoping to do a small tour of Spain - still trying to think of a way of getting them gigs in the UK.
News of the T5 leaks lots. Palm are apparently skipping a version number and making it faster and prettier, with a bigger battery, better power management, and it looks like it might be one of the first to use Colbalt, the new PalmOS. I may have to buy one *grin*
The list is raging with arguments about vitamin C. *snigger*.
Trials of an HIV vaccine start next month in Sweden and Tanzania. Fingers xd it all works out ok.
Birthday dinner on Sat. Should probably organise things for it. Oops. Wondering if I should invite James or not...might do, even though he’d probably not come.
Slow fucking tube. Dammit. Embankment and it’s 9am! Almost out of album
Today will be bugfixes. I need to try and make a booking and cancel it on the Mac. Fun fun fun!
Do I need to leave Win98 on Mr Libretto? Hmm...Ironically the thing I’m writing this on, my trusty T3, is twice as fast
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Productive weekend *smirk*
Met up with smess after a really irritating day at work. Was really irritating because blokey who was meant to be sending me config files for the new project didn’t and wasn’t in the office - and I was told by someone else that we had CVS again and had done for a few days...and no-one had told me. Grr.
Anyway. Smesspoor and needed feeding so did chicken chunks in white wine & mushroom sauce with tats & green veg. He was a tad late coz he’s silly - but hey. Ate and then coz we were bored went to the Ship and had warm beer and got more bored. Left hurridly partly to do with the crapness but also to do with the gaydar freak staring at us. Both went home to our respective hovels.
Bored, so sat online. dtt was also online bored and so we boredly went to the Swan. Cabaret by Dolly Quicksand who was *awful*...she should probably sink into it. Drank a little too much. Home and online chatting...
...which is pretty much all I did all weekend. Apart from buying Mij and Dee and co food at Wing’s Buffet. Think they were impressed. Cept Oliver who never is, and Didi who didn’t like the jelly. Mwah. Max just dipped his chips in it
João had a gig in Cascais on Friday. Hope it went OK, coz I’ve not seen him online since!
Have gone down a waist size! Yay!
Lots of catching up to do this week. Plus I’m 30 in 7 days. Erk!
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ZzzZzzZzz
Long day. Not helped by the vast quantities of beer fruitbat forced down me on Wednesday or the amazing hangover and subsequent oversleeping I did yesterday or the fact that it was the work do last night and so I didn’t get to bed until one. Much merriment. No drink for me, but drink for everyone else. Bitchfest at the table which was highly amusing...then off to the Ship afters so we could drink more and I could wave at random MT people. Found Adam a prospective job only to be told that he’s already got one and started today. Woo! Hour of work left and my environment is fucked. Gah!
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Shleepy.
Considering how asleep I was for most of yesterday I got a fair amount done. Multimap still suck though. Slowly getting it to work. Some Italian bloke has claimed to have found the identity of the woman in the Mona Lisa. It’s apparently Lisa Gherardini who was born in Florence in 1479... lloyd came over to watch Ghost in the Shell - Adam was meant to be out but is ill and overslept and so was in. Looking very much forward to Innocence when it comes out later this month. Fixed the total time bug. But had to wipe everyone’s times. Grr. Might attempt to restore it from a backup later, though I’m not sure as it’d probably break things. Tony Bliar has decided to champion green causes. Probably about as well as he championed the anti privatisation stuff. Climate change is a big issue, he says. He’s concerned about global warming and that air travel will account for 25% of our carbon dioxide output. This is the same man who approved a massive expansion of our airports, despite being given evidence stating precisely this. A pro hunting demonstration happened outside Checkers last week and he took time out from Cherie’s 50th birthday celebrations to meet with two of them and promise to bury the anti foxhunt bill. Yet he’ll hide in Scotland whilst a million plus anti war protestors demand we don’t get involved in an immoral and unjust war last Feb. He needs to go. Him and Bush. Sadly I suspect Bush will get in again, if something big doesn’t happen. Grr. Not so sure about our Tone though. He’s increasingly seen as being irrelevent. Didn’t get to bed until later than I meant to, and woke up to another batch of wet washing. Grr. Plus the DLR train lied and took me to Tower instead of Bank. So now I’m late. Bastards. And I just watched one of our designers put peanut butter and marmite on a bit of toast. EW.
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DLR broke? Cripes!
So there’s this political pressure group, right? Called Fathers4sons or something. Keep doing stunts that your average animal rights protestor would be beaten by police for. Yet they don’t get beaten, instead they get on the front page of every trashy newspaper in Britain. Well, I’m sorry, Mr Batman, but for all your media manipulation and friends in high places that let you pull this kind of stunt, if you were a good father you’d still have access to little Britney, or whatever the fuck she/he/it is called.
In other news...My shiny flat is still shiny
Cooked roast garlic chicken with steamed mange tout, asparagus tips, brocolli and freshly minted new potatoes, which was yummie. Had a visit from Ollie to see Adam before he runs off to watch porn being made - so he got fed too. Watched Buffy. Early to bed. No PCs all night. Yay.
DLR Train stuck in tunnel is making me late. Grr.
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Still ill. Hur.
Friday I didn’t manage to make it in to work. Felt shite so slept lots too. Didn’t get much done...I’ll have to catch up today. Deev and Gaz arrived late and them, me, Adam, huggie and RobL all piled down to the Swan for Pam Ann goodness. I think she was a bit trollied though, bless her as she seemed a little slurry and appeared to forget her lines. Or maybe she’s always like that and I only noticed because I was feeling shite and therefore not drinking... Back to the flat for more sleeping... Didn’t do much Saturday on account of feeling pants. Gaz was off for a “couple of hours” (ie 7 hours) so took Dave for a wander around Limehouse Basin and Canary Wharf and then back to Wings Buffet for mmmfood. Ate FAR too much then wandered home. Chatted online to some strange people and then took Deev & Gaz to the Ship to giggle at Sandra. Gaz made us sit at the front and then got dragged up on stage. Hah! Home and chatted to Adam lots. Sunday was spent getting up really early and removing things from the flat so Mum and Andy could arrive with carpet cleaner goodness. Cleaned FOREVER. Managed to drop a matress on my toe. Did Andy’s presentation. Deev took us shopping. Managed to run over my toe with a trolley. Adam went out. All alone in the flat I decided on crisp sandwiches. My toe hurts! Chatted to a couple of people online for a time and then went to bed. As my room is now nice, dust free, not smelly and looks pretty I slept fairly well. YAY. Have rearranged my bedroom, now my bed faces another way and I have more room. Put a wash on before bed... Got up and discovered the washer dryer has forgotten how to dry. Again. Grr. In work wearing very unflattering M&S slacks. I feel dirty!
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Blue Screen of JINXED
...so that’s the second time in two days I’ve walked past a colleague’s PC to see it BSOD as I look at it... Scary!
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Oops!
Ronnie came over last night...claims to have sorted his life out...heh.
Will phone James later and wish him fun at the wedding, see if he’s still coming to the Swan for Pam Ann tomorrow.
Portugal won, João was happy. England won, the Sun was happy.
Moz is playing Earls Court in Dec. Tickets on sale tomorrow morning at 9:30 - might try and go! Plus www.sroaudiences.com are advertising tickets for Bremner, Bird and Fortune recordings in London next month. I may have to go...
Britney Spears’ chewing gum is being auctioned on eBay. Madness!
Peter from work had a gig just down the road last night, but as Ronnie was late I didn’t make it. Grr.
18 days until I’m 30. Eek!
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Late again (part 15)
I wrote a really big journal entry yesterday and my T3 crashed and ate it. Gah. Out last night to see Ronnie (Denton243) who failed to turn up. Oh, the comedy. Instead bumped into SpiritusMundiSpit and William in Retro. A few beers later and I’m off home to do stuff for Rochelle and No2Id. Then Ollie texted me with a nefarious plot to surprise Adam, and we ended up doing karaoke until 2am. Rah! There were about 15 people in the Swan, so we all got to sing lots. I did “Running up that Hill” badly, “Irish Blood, English Heart”, and U2’s “One”. Bleh. Work is dull at the moment. Documentation and bugs. About it really. Will write more when I’m feeling less like death
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Words may cut but they can also heal...
Quiet weekend. Went out after work with some of the web team - then headed to Retro for more drinks with Owen, mage, bromleyben, alamac, dom, space_chicken and a few others who aren’t on the site...chatted lots about IRC sillyness, the state of the world, life and love. All split up to go to our respective homes/popstarz. I headed to the Swan to giggle at Sandra, then home. Had a chat with João and he sent me some silly mp3s of him pretending to be an orgasmic girl and something a fan had left on the site of the fan singing some of the band’s songs...
Up at about 11 on Saturday for a day doing fairly much nothing cept chilling and chatting online. Decided to head off to Greenwich to do random pics of random stuff. Climbed to the top of the observatory...it’s an amazing view from up there...took many pictures...
Home again for much online chatting goodness. Decided to sort out my PC a bit so I could plug my microphone in after João complained I had no mic when he tried to audio chat to me. Recorded a couple of songs...he was trying to teach me how to sing better when he was here, and so I’ve been practicing lots in the hope I’ll get better - and I think it’s working
Also was going through some of my old tapes - found stuff that me and Mark did years ago as well as the old “Still Spin” rehearsal tapes that me and Matt did and some of the tracks me an the other band did...have many more tapes to go through, so will do more this week I think.
Adam came back at around 11ish...chatted to him some then eventually went to bed
Sunday was silly. Up early to tidy for my Mum+Stepdad to visit only to find out that they meant *next* weekend. So took Adam to Wing’s Buffet for much munchiness and also took the camera too and just wandered around taking pics of stuff. Adam’s been feeling unshiny lately and so we chatted lots too and generally chilled out muchly. I think we had fun. Well, I did. I think he did too. Have decided we need to find a willing victim then I’ll show Adam how to take photies
Wing’s Buffet was full of many many big bottomed black women, which led me to think about how size is regarded differently across cultures, and how colour is relevant to that - Missy Elliot can be a fat ol shlag and get away with it solely because she’s black - and there are loads more where she came from...about the only fat popular artist white people have is that horrible “Michelle” thing - what’s up with that? Seems odd to me...
Suspect we need some fat boybands
Tidied a bit more when we got home - chatted some to people online. mattnottm apparently spent the weekend in the charming company of David Waldock. Poor fellow. David, being David, had to mention it in an email to the MT list - and email to a group of people that have no idea who mattnottm is mentioning that “/someone/ won’t be invited back again”. That guy is such a cock it’s untrue.
Ah well, It made us giggle somewhat when he told us about it.
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Poetry...
I found this. From when I was with the Mark beast years ago. Freeform poetry
Angry
I feel you inside me
I feel your warmth
I feel you turn over
All contact gone
I feel the need for you
I feel safe
but then
you go again
I feel jealous
I feel rejected
I want to live again
but you always come back
when things get bad
to lean on me
to let me help you
to smother me with you
but then you go again
Who the fuck do I lean on?
Never again
you’re not coming back
ever again
ever
again
Went to Greenwich photographing things yesterday. Very pretty
Sang a bit too. Joao thinks I’m getting better but that I need to hold the notes better and be more confident. Gonna try another song today...
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IRCtastic
We now have an IRC network with services again. 3 servers strong. Rah!
Helping João today with a bit of his band website....or more accurately, bribing Danny with vodka to do it. *giggle*
Thought I’d do the District line today for a change. Haven’t exploded in a ball of fire yet so all is well with the world.
Scary Metro headline of the day... “Doctors ’failing to spot child killers’”...well obviously they’ll be the ones with the blood dripping from their teeth...*giggle*
Not much to report really. Need to tidy more. Should be getting the carpet cleaned this weekend.
Rick Astley is in the Metro. Ugh. And he still has no chin.
Marconi have wiped out their debt. Yay. Easynet must be smiley now
“Atkins dieters too bored to eat” *smirk*
Ouch. An advert for 0% Commission on over 50 foreign currencies just fell on my head. Maybe the district line wasn’t such a good idea this morning...
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Fix Scandal Fucks Racing...
...or so I thought the Sun said this morning...
*giggle*
Long time no update, man!
What have I been up to? I hear you cry. All two of you who are reading this...well...I’ll tell ya...
Mostly João has been beating me at solitaire. Oh, and someone broke #queer on IRCNet, which is somehow my fault, or something...I blame fruitbat entirely...
James was imported on Monday, spent a lovely few days with him involving tears, violence, sex, theft and beer. Was fun - Did Karaoke last night...Running up that Hill in the style of JohnnyIcon - Apparently I sounded really good, but I think that was just Owen being nice...
Got roped into some No2Id stuff for him. Which is fair, as the stuff they had done for them is a bit rubbish really...
...I have a spot on my nose...
I think James might get lost. I’ve given him a map and enough for a single to Victoria, but still...he’s blonde...
Looks like I may be getting a photography job soon - high profile stuff
I’m a bit peckish. Grr. Need to tidy the flat lots. Andy’s coming to see me Sunday - hopefully with a carpet cleaner - and I’m gonna work on a powerpoint presentation for him.
Trying to think what else has happened...my toe is still icky. ref
hil has more pics of him coz I did ’em. Adam is now officially Mrs Ollie. Other stuff probably happened too...
Oh well. Will add more when I think of it. The chatroom’s being used more too! \ö/
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Woah!
I really should write in this bloody thing more often... James has come to stay, which is nice. Got outrageously wankered on Monday evening - woke up with a sore head, a pre-op transsexual’s calling card on my bedside table and chips everywhere. Yesterday was spent mostly not moving too fast and getting takeout lots I still feel hungover even now. Oops! Will write more soon, promise xx