Sat here, couldn’t sleep - been spending more time with Joao - today is probably my last day with him, as tomorrow he’s busy and Tuesday he’ll be flying back to Lisbon. I am going to miss him a huge amount...we have such fun together, silly stuff, that kinda thing. Just walking around with him is nice... Saw him for lunch yesterday, but didn’t get a chance to buy food so we went to Burger King at Canary Wharf and had a food fight *titter* - sat in the flat with him playing guitar and singing for me. Icon unplugged... He worked out the piano bit to Heart’s “Alone” and then we sang it too. It’s so weird - I feel so different with him. I’m usually the one in control, but with him, he’s just so much in control, and it feels fine. He makes me feel safe - odd considering I usually feel safe on my own. I feel like if I should fall he would catch me - I don’t know if he realises that it works both ways, he seems like the kind of person who’s had to be self reliant in the past because of bad things - but I don’t know. We don’t talk about our pasts, we’re just living in the moment I think. The site went live, without the hotels bit in it, that bit’ll probably go live Monday. My laptop has been returned, fixed. Yay me for getting Compaq to do it free out of warranty. It now has a dodgy A: drive and one speaker that doesn’t work any more, mind, so I shall be phoning them tomorrow...again... Week and a bit until my holiday. Need to sort out stuff with Rochelle so I can work on the site. My first big PHP site. The fun Joao bought my old phone - so I have a little spare money. I was going to pay for his lunch yesterday, but he spoiled it by giving me the money for it and then telling me now I could buy him lunch. Bah! I might go camping to Lisbon if he wants to see me. I shall take Nikki too, as she wants to hear him sing live. As do I. My living room just isn’t enough