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Tuesday March 2nd, 2004 at 12:39am

OK, so why does Safari have to have a slightly different take on the Javascript “Date” function that plain breaks everything... Grr. I should just leave it, but I kinda think we should be supporting it, even if it’s not officially...so I’m trying to work out why it has decided the date shouldn’t work in ISO standard form...grr. Helped James with a load of Javascript last night - nice to see he’s making daft mistakes like me : D Thought some more on what to do with freakciteh too...I think it needs a bit of a redesign and changearound...I just don’t know when I’m likely to find the time to do it : ( Sat online. Chatted to people. Got bugger all done. Felt knackered even though I’d done nothing. Ho hum, normal day... Been thinking about an ad I keep seeing on the tube at the moment - for something called Pharmaton that helps you relieve “Daily Fatigue”...I’ve been feeling knackered for pretty much a few years now. Kinda like I’ll go to bed at 10pm, get up at 7 and still feel like I’ve been out until 3am drinking. I’ve tried to do stuff to not feel this way...caffiene, exercise, not going out during the week, but nothing seems to work. I sleep really lightly and wake up knackered, every single morning... This stuff, Pharmaton, claims that it relieves daily fatigue and that clinical tests proved this - am a bit skeptical, as I’d not ever heard of “daily fatigue” and so I looked it up...ME is one of the things lumped under daily fatigue...and I have some of the symptoms of that, which is a tad worrying. So, either Pharmaton thingy will help, or I’ll have wasted a few quid...so I might give it a go...and I might go see my doctor about it too, because it’s getting to the point where I’m too tired to think clearly and my work is suffering. OK, so a large part of that is depression, but it just seems to be getting worse, which isn’t good. It’s really a very big effort to get up in the mornings, I put off and off small things I have to do that really aren’t a big deal because my brain just can’t deal with them at the moment. I want to sleep all the time, sometimes I have to go out when I’m working and take a walk because I’m almost asleep at my desk. It’s horrible...but I don’t really know what to do about it. Makes me grumpy. Makes me want to go out and get drunk. I can’t remember the last time I felt well rested : ( I need to kick smoking again...but giving up is a big thing as well - it’s just hard... I need a holiday. To get away from computers and stuff : ( So. I’m gonna get me some more vitamin pills. Am gonna try and get my bike sorted (as I think lack of exercise doesn’t help) and I’m gonna try these pill things and see if they have any kind of effect. And I’m gonna try and not eat so much crap and eat better at home. And if that all fails, then fuck it, I’m going to the doctor - and hopefully he’ll have a clue about it. And I’m still not gonna take any anti depressants ; )

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