Something is wrong. That seems to sum up my life at the moment. In a moment of madness i decided to let a mate move in for a month, the first nite he moves in, his car gets keyed outside, then today my water boiler blows its fuse in a big style bang. Rung around to get someone out and they all say its going to be tommorrow or wednesday *sigh* plus over the last few weeks ive begun to hate my flat, its nice but im just far to lazy to do anything, i should finish it. Plus ive felt really down at the moment, nothing is going right, ive wasted 2 weeks of my holiday doing nothing but sit around watching tele and chatting on gaydar, what a waste. Still Matt is popping round to get his hair cut near me tommorrow so ill drag myself back into Brum with him and may just end up going somewhere. Back to work next week, cant wait, i think stopping and not having anything to think about work has made my brain drift into other things, this is causing me to think about all the wrong things. I may do London Thursday or Friday, shop and sightsee a bit, i just dont like sitting here at home bored and thinking about all thats wrong. <> Once again i need to sit back and look at everything, i need a break from things and from me, something will happen just dont know what. I may join a Gym, bound to meet some cute lad there *lol* Anyway, going round to my parents to get away from this flat and myself for a bit. Why cant i have an outlook on Life like Pete from Big Brother, he has a good outlook on life, why dont i.