Well, i dont know whats happened to me over the past few days but i seem to be getting happier! Its strange, beginning of the week i was almost ready to shout “Game over man” but i didnt and im actually feeling rather good Im also got back into the swing of work, ive been passing lots off to other people as i just couldnt be bothered but ive started to enjoy work! scary. Ive got some pix firewalls to play with now so that will keep me amused for a bit hehe. Ive also been running the idea of moving through my head the last few days, i think when an old friend Shaun txted me to say that he was applying for a job at IBM in Leeds, Shaun was a friend that i was too scared to do anything with, Me and him had the time of our lives clubbing and just being together and i was a stupid ass and never took our friendship that next step....... but that sums me up, the amount of times ive had the perfect boyfriend with me and ive never done anything about it, gah i hate being shy! So with that news and the fact that living in Warwick is what i no longer want to do means i will move, either upt ’north or down to London, im lucky in the sense that it dont matter where im based with my job as long as there is an IBM office within easy driving distance, so i shall start looking at houses and also finish my flat off so i can get top price for it, and being as its in Warwick im sure people will pay stupid money for it..... I think i shall speak to Jamie at some point, I need to shake this shy thing off, he is another friend that i really like but im too scared to take it that next step, we both love music, clubbing and he is drop dead sexy! wah *kicks self* Not sure what im doing this weekend, i think i shall be going to London on saturday with www.freakcity.net/mattnottm if hes upfor it, see Scotts new flat as well hehe I shall also get back to work, i feel more energised and eager to work, its amazing when you feel like working.....