My Life Sucks but i cant work out why. Friday i had a lovely day out with Matt, when to Sheffield, Huddersfield then back via Manchester and Stafford, it was lovely weather (well most) and nice to get away from work. But this weekend ive gone really down hill, Ive felt like doing nothing, ive been unhappy and just boarding on sucidal But why? Thats whats getting me, I think its where i live, its getting depressing now, same thing day in day out, i need change but ive got to do things to make that change and i cant seem to! I know if i want to sell my place i need to finish the bathroom, hall and kitchen off, but where will i go? What will i do? oh i dont know. I think speaking to Shaun friday evening has done nothing for me, it annoys me when i speak to an old friend and find out how well they are doing, that they are going out with a nice 17yr old lad and that they have a nice flat in a city centre somewhere. I need to change me I need to change my live