So OK, I’m not in a good place right now. Work sucks, I don’t wanna be there, I’m working on a project that I think is doomed to ultimate failure and may bring the company to its knees (yes I have voiced my concerns). And then I start taking it out on my boss. And then I feel shit. And then I cry in the office. What sort of girl am I? I had a heart-to-heart with my friend Yvonne in the office, she thought things were getting better, but I think they’re worse now than when I almost handed in my notice 2 weeks ago (let’s face it I should have gone 18 months ago when I told them not to use this product and they ignored me). So why did I cry? Well I know it’s because I felt shit about treating my boss like a piece of dirt, but I felt bad because that just really isn’t me - hey I’m thought of as the ultimate Mr Nice Guy. So that just goes agaisnt the whole grain of my being, Mr Nasty just isn’t a nice feeling. Ah well, only 5 weeks until the project is finished (as a project) and then it’ll either soar like an eagle or sink like stone.