what the fuck is wrong with me, i have all of a sudden just gone into a rancid mood and i just feel rotten. it’s one of those where you want to scream, break things and cry. ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGH Sometimes i still think that its still not 100% over some how i can’t help but think i am going to end up back in the situation that i was before. Its been alongtime since i cut but i can see that it will happen again... very soon