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there is a bloke i have been speaking to on the net for years and years now and all of a sudden he has just started to tell me how he REALLY feels for me, i have laughed it off the past few times we have chatted but this time is enough he was flooding me on msn with i love yous and sweet nothings etc etc and i dont want it. i told him i dont feel the same way and blocked him, cruel i know but i just had to remove myself from the situation and now ive been getting texts off him say: text one what are you on about, i love you and can’t help it. just the same as i love you but its not meant to be. i would be there in a shot if you askedme. i replied with sorry? text two you dont love me, thats what, you dont care about me. what the hell! i wished you cared about me though cos i love you loads but you never notice i replied with you are a friend jordan, i do not feel that way about you and never will, just like all of my friends message three you just dont know how good you and me could be, i’d take care of you hun. you;d never have to work again. why cant you give it a try my response jordan have you been drinking message four (the drinking) helps pass the nonsmoking time into oblivion,. i love you whether ive had a drink or not, im just not usually brave enough to tell you, you should gimme a change to prove myself my response it will only work if the person has the same feelings towards the other person and i dont have those feelings for you message five you never give me the chance, yeh im uglly but its more than looks, you never even let me get a look in, FUCK YOU BITCH i fucking love you and you dont give two shits about me i love jordan as a friend, but that is it. nothing will ever happen. i am happy with darren althought i moan about him alot. i dont want this unwanted attention off jordan. what do i do?