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ive just had a binge eating session
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I’m A Hazard To Myself
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i’ve just been thinking about a few things and have realised something about myself, something that doesnt make a differece i dont think into me finding out more about the person that i really am. i just did figure out that i am actually scared of myself. i dont know what i am scared of about myself, but i think it may be what power i have and what damage i could do to myself if i seriously wanted to. there have been times when i have done it before and if any of you know about my childhood or were there you know what happend. hmmm anyway enough thinking or else i’ll only set myself off *hugs Jeremy*
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HO fucking HO
hmmmmmn hurrah christmas is over for another year at last, i dont mean to sound bitter but it is a waste of time really as you put all this effort into one day of the year and after about 11am the christmas magic has gone and it just seems like a normal sunday where there is fuck all decent on the telly or fuck all decent to do on the net.
Christmas was the usual in my household, had the old people over but this year we were not suppost to but they missed their coach trip to tinsel and turkey in scotland because they got the wrong day so we had their company again this year. i didn’t get any SMOKING IS BAD FOR YOU lectures this year which made a refreshing change
got a phone call from hols saying about how much she loved my presents
which was nice to hear
my array of presents this year outshone the crap i got this year but i did get some useful stuff this year and things that i wanted
darren bought me a new wallet which i am in love with and he bought me a zebra called jeremy and a book that i wanted
got a cd off my sister and a cd off mum and dad which i wanted as well so ive been b0ping along to those which has passed some of that borng festive time.
then you get the same old crappy presents aftershaves that you’ll never use, clothes from releations who havent seen you in years and they think they will suit you a treat but in reality you would not be seen dead in them at all even though their kids would be. i should really write to them and tell them that i have levels even though their kids may not.
we didnt have a dry bird this year which was fantastic. i enjoyed teh Xmas dinner. i’ve just got to have another one with darren soon so we can have our little christmas
about it i suppose, i feel the need to leave the house today so i am goin to drag myself towards the shower so me and darren can go for a walk or something because i cant hack another day being stuck inside the house doing guff all or else i will going insane.
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WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I’m going to the pub to get lashed happy christmas you poofs and lesbains and heteros
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You’ve Only Got One Present, Must Be From Your Grandma, Nobody Really Likes You
im all itchy again
i’m all blotchy but mum has mixed me up some cream which should tied me over until i go to the doctors when i can to get this all storted out as it is now driving me insane.
today wasnot too bad, it was the busyist day at work out of all week everybody seemed to come in today. we are hoping that it is going to be very quiet tomorrow so we can shut shop early and get to the pub
ian came into work today and gave me my Xmas present
yay another one ot add to my collection, still havent got mine from darren yet but we dont generally exchange gifts until we see each other on Xmas Day Evening.
i wish all you smelly bastards a merry xmas if i dont see you before the big day
<3 and stuff aconite x
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I AM EVER SO CROSS!
not alot has been happening really, had a few days off done bugger all in them. ive been aching alot espically my back
work has beeeeeen very quiet as it is the last week upto Xmas and even for a saturday, last saturday was VERY dead.
its been busy on abington street so i haven’t bothered to leave the shop unless VITAL i.e fags or money... which failed today and i had to go out.
i have £35.05 to last me untill the end of january which should be fun
I AM EVEER SO CROSS
some bugger smashed my magical trevor mug at work and hid it, i was rooting around trying to find him today and this is what i found left of him ...
i am not going to find out who it was or nobdy is going to admit to it. im going to buy a new one but i am seriously debeating whether or not to take it to work!
not long left till Xmas yay (not)
amusing thing happend at work to do with Xmas, there is a santa count down at work in the staff room and it says
“ (insert how many days) sleeps till santa” anbd somebody wrote dies underneath it which amused me so today it read
3 sleeps till santa dies
*chortles*
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i have huge scratch marks across my right arm where i have been itching
pain pain pain!
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i am feeling very down today, ive had a crap day at work and just felt like crying. im so glad ive got tomorrow off ive just done a batch if binge eating which is making me fell ALOT better about my body image *le sigh* i need to get myself sorted out
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IMPORTANT NEWFLASH!!!!!!
ATTENTION THE POPULATION OF THE KINDGDOM OF GREAT ENGLAND,WALES AND NORTHERN ISLAND
This afternoon Mrs Judy Finnigan lady went missing! at around 3.15 this afternoon she was spotted walking to her local post office on post office road in the town where Judy lives with her husband Richard.
Judy was seen entering her local post office at 3.19pm but was never seen to leave.
The local police have been notified of this incident and are very concerned of Judy’s wareabouts.
Police Spokes person Pc Plum said ‘ We are very concerned where Judy has got to, she is needed the the stuido at 3.45 for a rehersal for tonight LIVE show. if anybody does have any information where just may have got to please DO let us know AS SOON AS POSSIBLE as my tea wont be the same tonight with out my richard and judy fix.’
Josie Jump another resident of the town said: ‘ I really do hope that they do find judy soon as i wouldnt know what to do with out her!’
Edie McCredie said ‘ I COULD GO LOOKING FOR HER IN MY BUS AS I LIKE DRIVING MY BUS’
I visited Miss Hoolie at the local school and Miss Hoolie and the children were very upset by the news, ’ I don’t know what to do’ said Miss Hoolie ’ Judy was due to come to the school tomorrow to give a talk to the children tomorrow about how much she loved her job, if she doesnt turn up, i dont know what we will do, we may have to get Spencer to come and do the talk.
If you do have any information on the wear about of JUDY please call the ’I Think I’ve Found Judy’ help line of 0800 I THINK IVE FOUND JUDY
or email [email protected]
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I AM ITCHING FOR FUCK ITS DRIVING ME INSANE!!!
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scabs scabs scabs
argh just when i thought i was having a clean bill of health, it turns around in the complete opposite direction and it now fucking turns out that i have naffing scabies! but apart from that and the constant itching life have been okay. it was my works xmas party on saturday night which was okay until the end of the night but i wont mention that. tonight i went to the kix fm Xmas party which was very good, i love just having to make banter with people that you have never met before. went quite well, they are a nice bunch of people and the food was alot lot better than the stuff i had at my Xmas party. i would write more but i am knackerd and i was to go bed to stop myself itching itchy cynds <3 x
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Bus Bus Bus
right the bus journal entry) Dear Mr Jones, Thank you for your letter concerning problems experienced with our service [b]40[/b] recently: i obviously regret you found cause for complaint. I am aware that there have been a number of problems with the 1750 depature from the bus station. There have been instances where the driver has been less than alacritous in organising himself to take over the bus which arives from another route, but ewually this bus has itself been late in arriving, as has the dreiver himself from his previous run. It would seem that the opinion has been formed that the particular driver referred to is solely responsible for any delay, on the basis of which a couple of incidents have arisen and to which you have refered. I have received a number of reports concerning these, which perhaps not unsurprisingly vary in detail: somewhat ironically the main result has been yet more delay to the departure. To address the two main points at issue, i do not condone the actions of any driver whose conduct falls below the professional standard we would expect whatever the circumstance may have been. I now have sufficient information to ensure tha the appropriate action can be taken to stop anything like this happening in the future. Secondly there will be significant changes to our services from Northampton to Wellingborough and beyond in the new year as a result which new operating schedules will be necessary: I intend [b]the[/b] ensure ensure that the 1750 departure (or its equivalent) will be scheduled in such a way that it is not so prone to the sort of disruption that has been unfortunately the case. Any negligence on the part of our drivers we can control: peak-time traffice congestion is another matter altogether. In Conclusin i would ask you to accept my apologies for having had to experience such a degree of unpleasntness, but i have said i hope that this will now cease. As a small gesture of goodwill i am enclosing one of our EXPLORER tickets for you to use on a future occasion, when i am trusting nothing untoward will arise YOurs Sincerely Twatty Bus Station Manager xxxxx GRRRRR this letter has made me sooo angry! there were a few things which riled me, he got the serivice number wrong, he was insinutating that we were to cause of the lateness when it waas already late because of us asking why it was late, which i think is only an amicable thing to do and the fact that he gave me a cunting explorer ticket which is no used to me at all!
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Stone In My Shoe by Alisha’s Attic lost in an adventure i be are you the man that i love or the man with a gun sitting next to me the big bad world had me acting crazy so i called the lifeboat man all you need are your fears and a few thousand tears it’s a rescue plan i sneezed another brave idea i wanna come look for you and it’ll be wonderful if i ever get there but if i fall will there be another stone in my shoe? making it harder to come back to you another stone in my shoe and if i fly lift your eyes as my paper boat sails away could it be too late or is our fate? another stone in my shoe another stone in my shoe in my shoEE!! tell me is that bomb your friend? do you lived in a three cornered house hoping that all the pain will end? one day you’re irresistible then you tell me that there is no lifeboat man tell me that i better be off now babe it’s a rescue plan......... i sneezed another bright idea i wanna come look for you and it’ll be wonderful if i ever get there but if i fall will there be another stone in my shoe making it harcer to come back to you another stone in my shoe and if i fly lift your eyes as my paper boat sails away could it be too late or is our fate? just another stone in my shoe i see you peeping through the clouds your smile is beckoning me so far to go voices say LOUD!!! but if i fall will there be another stone in my shoe? making it harder to come back to you another stone in my shoe!!
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i was twatting around the inteynet and found this
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Dum Dum Dum
18.jpg hmmm not alot has happend but i feel that i should write something.
went to the cinema tonight to see bridget jones, the edge of reason. it was okay but not as good as teh first.
erm
thats about it i think apart from i put the christmas tree up today but didnt get round to decorating it, it only has the lights on it
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My Letter To Stagecoach
Dear Mr. Butler, I am writing to you to bring to your attention a matter which I feel requires your immediate attention. I am a frequent user of your services and, on the whole, have a positive experience of your company. I use the service number 46, at 17.50 hours which runs from Northampton to Raunds. In particular I would like to draw your attention to the service on Thursday 25th November 2004, which should have ran at 17.50 hours, but did not run on time as the bus driver did not have a bus for us and took 10 minutes trying to locate a bus for him to use. I and a number of passengers had a particular problem with this service, which unfortunately was running 25 minutes late on arrival at the terminus. On boarding the bus, I tried to make light of the situation, however, was met with what I can only describe as uncalled for hostility and verbal abuse from one of your drivers. The Driver refused me entrance onto the bus saying that I was stopping him doing his job, which is not true as I was eager to make my journey home, which was already running 25 minutes late. He continued to verbally abuse myself and other passengers, then he removed himself from his cab and put himself in a position about 2 inches away from my face, which I found VERY intimidating. He then proceeded to demand I get off his bus and use another service and suggested I talk to an inspector in the bus station. I was more that willing to do this as I thought it would help the situation, but when I asked the driver if he would wait, he refused in a rude manner. As this is the only service available to me to get home I had to insist that I stayed. The verbal abuse and the bus drivers insistence that I leave his bus continued for a further 5 minutes, until he pushed my patience and I shouted back at him, which I would not normally do. I have also witnessed on other occasions on the same service, with the same driver, similar incidents, the latest being Tuesday 30th November when he was 30 minutes late. When somebody asked him why he was late, he responded, in the same way which he did to me. He asked the person to leave the bus and when the person refused, he physically pulled the person down the stairs. The passengers of the 46 service have been promised that action would be taken when others have complained about the service that this driver delivers. Or to date we have seen no change or have not had any feedback from your company. It would be a pleasant end to the working day if I could actually get home on time and not have to worry about being confronted with verbal abuse and the thought of being stranded in Northampton with no other possible way of getting home. I have enclosed a copy of my ticket from the service in question, and I much look forward to hearing from you very soon Yours Sincerely Nicky Jones (Mr)