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today was okay at work i suppose, was rather dead because of the weather. i was on the late but i got a phone call from kim saying that they wanted me in asap because the late is not on tonight so i ended up in at 10am. i get paid for the 8 hours im suppost to work tho w00p.] my head still hurts tho and i havent been to teh docs. my sister now cant come on holiday with me to majorca so ive got a spare place and i cant find anybody to fill it! ARGH!
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Where Can You See Lions? Only In Kenya! Come To Kenya We’ve Got Lions. Wherecan You See Tigers? Only In Kenya! Got Lions And Tigers Only In Kenya!
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okay ive spoke to kim and spoke to coral kim is blaming me and never EVER wants to speak to me again where as coral is giving me the time of the day to listen to me and understand the situation im in. coral has forgiven me which is nice of her because i have slagged her off summat rotten and im thankful for that coral xx i just want to stay friends with both of them but one of them is good enough.
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FUCKING TOSSERS
why do all my so called "friends"always turn round and shit on me? kim and coral have had a fued going for a while and as usual muggins here gets stuck in the middle. i have to listen to kim and i have to lsiten to coral. by accident i let it slip to coral what kim said the other day and ive just got abuse from kim now shes not speaking to me, but i think its the fact that coral swore to me that she would NOT bring my name up in his conversation that she was going to ahve with kim, but she did! SHE IS A TWO FACED BITCH! and now i can see why kim doesn’t like her nowe kim isn’t speaking to me and i don’t really blame her, thats another good friend (well who i thought was a good friend) of mine gone. COULD MY DAY GET ANY FUCKING WORSE?!!??!?!?
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ARGH MY HEAD
pahhhh today has been a bit of a shite day again in the world of moi.
i started out all happy today willing to get on with my work then as the day went one i lost it and ended up doing fuck all.
its all abit vague because i had an accident at work today but here goes....
came in and checked off the rest of the sixtrees delivery and got some of that out, i decieded against putting all of it out so i topped shelved it and that was that out of the way until pip comes in and moves it all around.
Lucie had her apprasial today so she was in with peter for two hours so it was nice to be alone for a while. by the time lucie came out of her apprasial it was time for me to go on info and cover dianes lunch. jonathan was pissed me off because i noticed that the weather report hadn’t been printed off for the day so i was on the internet about to print it out and he came round saying what are you doing so i pointed out the obvious and he said i dont want you going on web-sites. i sighed and carried on. i was only doing him a favior the bastard!
i had lunch about 1.45pm and then lucie went when i came back. after lucie came back she sent me and steven upto the weber hanger to get a HAUGE bbq out and as we were getting it out of the hanger the box in which the bbq came in got caught on a floral bucket display stand which had been STUPIDLY placed there and as i moved the box it pinged foward and twated me one in the face. it fucking hurt! i left steven to bringthe bbq in and i went and had it seen to by renette and i got a bag of peas shoved on it to stop the swelling and a plaster put on the gash but i still had to work for the rest of the day. i didn’t get an “are you okay” from any of the management, philip turned round and just looked at me, so i said “i’ve had an accident philip” and he muttered something and walked away.
i gave giftware a good tidy up for the rest of the afternoon because i couldnt be fucked to do anything else, but that FUCKING work expierence child pissed me off today. i was taking a box of xrappy shity stock that wont sell upto the store and when i came out of the store he decieded to launch a snow ball at me. it didnt hit me, it hit my work phone, which is now shagged and i may be billed the £217 pounds to replace it which has pissed me off. i really felt like grabbing him by his neck and strangling the bastard to death, in the end i used abit of verbal abuse and basically called him a low life no hoper which is true.
i think martin may have thought that i had teh arse with him because the child was working with him at the point of time but i haven’t and i’ve told him that but he turned round and said today that he doesn’t like seeing me upset and not happy, which i thought was very sweet for a straight man 
it snowed tho!!! so that made it abot better i suppose, it kept the old piss smelling grannies away today.
my head still hurts and i think i should have been sent to hospital, if ive still got this evil headache tomorrow morning im gunna go doctors.
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I Love Horses They’re My Friends
well i had a good (well as a good as it can get at pod) day at work on monday. didn’t do much.
where as today i had a WANK day at work. i wasn’t in the best of moods today because i couldn’t sleep last night so i ended up watching the entire 3rd series od the league of gentlemen and then blubbed my eyes out at the end of it when barbara had her babies and everybody was happy etc etc. in the end after blubbing and self harming again 
i ended up getting to sleep about 5am. i had a dream about being a lollipop lady and i was being nice to children, that woke me up in a bad mood!
when i got to work today i couldn’t be bothered to do anything, it was an effort to hoover giftware. i had a fucking sixtress delivery in today which i wasn’t expecting so that pissed me off and made me not want to do any work even more, so i just sat behind the giftware desk for 30mins until i had to helpa customer and lucie was fannying around as well.
me and emma c went out of work for lunch, we pulled just past farndish and smoke and ate out half hour lucnh away. it made a nice change from being stuck in the garden centre, it made me want to do work when i got back in. i checked off the sixtrees but didnt price it up. ive bunged it on a trolly and im jsut going to dump it in the store if im not in the mood 2mo. ive got a flights of fancy delivery to check off aswell which i shall do tomorrow.
i had maths tonight which was okay, but i’m still in the I CAN’T BE FUCKING ARSED TO GO SO WHY DO I BOTHER?!?! mood
it seemed to go quick so that wasn’t bad.
i’ve taped shameless so once i come off the net im going to watch it.
o0o0oh and i booked my theory test on monday, its on monday 9th february at 1pm. 
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hmmmmn
WHY IS THERE NO VODKA IN MY HOUSE WHEN I WANT TO DROWN MY SORROWS AND GET PARALETIC?!!?
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Bebbies!
ARGH! ive just watched that making babies the gay way thing and i want a kiddy sooooooooo much! 
today hasnt been a very eventful one, ive had my hair cut and done not alot really.
i’ve watched the first episode of shameless and im going to watch the sencond one before i go to bed 2nite.
back to work 2mo
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argh i feel so shitty today im tired and i want to sleep but i just cant, i’m glad that i’ve got the day off work tomorrow so i can just sleep through the day work today was crap, i was just soo zoned out and the work experience child was annoying me. ive applied for another job in the garden centre... senior till assistant *crosses his fingers*
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FUCK H&H
argh my brain aches from maths tonight. we were doing quadratic equations and i didn’t understand them one iccle bit, one woman ended up running out because she couldn’t do them and the tutor was calling her stupid 
fucking deliveries at work!
on monday i had nothing to do untill about 12 noon when a box of weberley came in so it gave me somthing to do and then when i was doing that a box of cameo cards came in as well so i had twop to check off! once i’d had my lunch at 2.30pm i got a call from info saying that i have another delivery, this one was history and heldory 10 boxes of shite, 7 of which contained name candles 429 of teh fuckers which take about half a day to check off. i started on teh h&h stuff and i had some help from kim so i manged to get all the sentiments shit out and the first names picture frames and magnets out and left the evil EVIL name candles till today.
came to work today and i started to put out the name candles and it took me till 12pm to do that! whislt i was doing that pip brought down a Opal London dilverieeeeeey and a flights of fancy delivery so all me and pip were doing all day was checking off deliveries! *GRRR*
and lucie was insistant on telling moi & pip her plans for furniture and what she had spoken to peter about.
then after work i had maths
but on monday night i went to the oakley to met kim who i used to go school with because i hadn’t seen her fooooor aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaages! it was nice to meet up after about 5 months.
i got abit pisshed and was sening emma c who i work with weird messages about fish swallowing a cock because it was hunrgy!
and i was txting hols as well, which was nice, i need to remember to meet up with her soon because i haven’t seen her properly since the xmas eve spent in barton.
i fink thats your lot (Labyrinth quote there 
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headache central
well today was my day off so i did fuck all really.
im in a funny mood again
im looking foward to work tomorrow but it wont be snowing like it was on wednesday. that was nice! apart from when fraser decieded to be an arsehole and start throwing ice balls at me, what a tosser.
tuesday i cant remember what happend apart from that i nearly fell asleep in maths it was that boring and that laura is having man troubles.
erm thats aboutt it i think
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*mutter*
hmmm the weekend has gone well i suppose.
i was at work on saturday and it was okay, but im not enjoying giftware as much as i was tills. we’re putting out artifical flowers and you have to be creative and i cant be arsed to be.
but i did sell 3 pieces of furniture on saturday which is a bonus, shame it not comission!
sunday i spent alseep most of the time, i haven’t been feeling well again of late and today i felt very crappy so i slept most of the day.
hopefully i’ll be better soon but at the moment my head is fucked up and i need to sort it out.
im going for the drink and smoke my way to happiness solution but thats not going to work been tehre before
i’ve also started to self harm again
fucking hell
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argh ive jsut spent £120 pounds on trainers but they are so0o0o0o nice!
today was okay i was on the late at work so i didn’t have to be in untill 11.30 but i was working untill 8
i didn’t actually do much. me and pip checked off a russ for easter (alot of it is crap) which took all day so i didn’t do much else. but i did help mummy sue do bulbs around 6pm becasuse i had finshed the last of the russ.
i hurt my back today but they wouldn’t do anything about it!
so i’m in alot of pain now and my neck is also killing me
tis about it for today
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w00p!
My New Hair Colour hurrah !at fucking last ive got my contract for my new job
\o/ o \o/ \o/ o \o/ \o/ o \o/ \o/ o \o/
today has gone well. i was in charge of the Xmas stock take today and i didn’t want to be. i never realised how stupid some of the people i work with are.
i spent 15 minuites explaining to them what to do and what areas they have to stock take and then the bastards only do one shelf out of each section i gave each group and then came back to me and said what shall i do now?!?!! *GRRRRR* i could have clobbered each of them around the head with my PDT!
apart from that everything went okay i think. we got alot done! me pip and sharon managed to get the majority of Xmas floral packed away, just the picks to do now and some ribbon to do and thats christmas stock take out of the way!
i’m on the late tomorrow at work which is good. i don’t have to go in untill 11.30 but it means i don’t leave untill 8pm
god if oliver is tehre and pisses me off i WILL do something to him that i will regret!!! the snobish twat!
he still hates me for shouting at him in front of staff. the twat does it to me! but now he cant cause im not on the tills anymore! w00p! and if he comes to work in giftware i can tell him what to do!
\o/ o \o/ \o/ o \o/ \o/ o \o/
i think thats about it
but i got a package collection thing today so i hope its my printer and scanner or its some random shit as usual!
reet i’ll be off
\o/ o \o/
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Fancy Dress
w00p it was my day off today, i did fuck all as usual.
i got invited to a fancy dress party which is on friday and im thinking about what to wear. i can either go as a devil or as a naughty school girl. the naughty school girl is going down well in my head at the moment!
i can’t wait! hurrah
it was maths today, we did graphs i didnt have a fucking clue what the hell it was going on about so i jsut make it up
i’m never gunna pass this exam, oh well i can still get the course for free next year w00p
im off now to raid my sisters wardrobe
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Bye Bye Christmas \o/
mee! today was my first day in giftware, it was an okay day.
today we were putting away christmas so no more xmas untill september. HURRAH! \o/ o \o/
keith was annoying me today all his stories of i’ve done this this and this, and then ive done this, o0oh i’ve done that but 10 times better than you have! BLARGH!! BLARGH!!! bollocks
i asked for my contract again today and guess what? I DIDN’T GET IT!
and i also asked for some time off in march/april for a family holiday and the bastards are saying no!
kathryn txted me the other day saying that the holiday parc that she works for during the summer are intrested in taking me on but i just need to phone them up for an application form.
i wouldn’t mind going to work down there for the summer but the jobs starts in March and then runs through to october. it’s not the length that i’ll be away that bothers me its just the fact that i’ve got my exam for night school in may and the classes upto then so i can’t go to devon
i’ve got a day off 2mo so i’ll be doing fuck all! HURRAH!
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*cough*
Meeeeeee! i think that my cough is coming back
i had a chat with the boyf..... it ended up over... but then today he was calling me lover and kissing me and being lovey!?!?
i mean whats that about.... so now by the looks of it, it’s back on
i didn’t know what to say about that.....
start in giftware tomorrow which should be fun... packing away the xmas stuffs
i still haven’t got my contract yet, i should have it tomorrow (monday) but that could me a monday in 3 weeks or a monady in 5 years time!
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Snow!
i’m happier today
it’s snowing
i’m at the boyf’s and all is well so far!
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i’ve got to go and face the warth of the boyf now and for the whole weekend. i wonder what else he has to moan about *sighs*
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FUCK 2004!
happy fucking new year! how depressing! well i had a shite nye, i didn’t drink! i ended up staying in with the boyf and playing monopoly which boooooored me sooooooo much i’d rather have stuck pins in my eyes! i met wayne yesterday afternoon too. i’d been chatting to him on the net for a while. he was a nice guy but i don’t know what he thinks of me now. we just drove around for a couple of hours, we ended up going to Leicester and back again so he could feed his boyfs animals. i’m speaking to him now on msn, well i say speaking but he isnt giving me much response, so i think that this is another person i have scared away. i did really like him tho! anyhows today i was dragged out of bed by the boyf which didn’t go down too well with me because i’m not feeling too good atm. so we haven’t been talking today. i’m starting feel less and less for him now which is bad because we’ve been together for 2 years, but i suppose if i’m unhappy i need to make a decision. i’nm back at work today, last day on the tills and then i start in giftware. i’m really not in the mood to type anymore more so i wont.