happy fucking new year! how depressing! well i had a shite nye, i didn’t drink! i ended up staying in with the boyf and playing monopoly which boooooored me sooooooo much i’d rather have stuck pins in my eyes! i met wayne yesterday afternoon too. i’d been chatting to him on the net for a while. he was a nice guy but i don’t know what he thinks of me now. we just drove around for a couple of hours, we ended up going to Leicester and back again so he could feed his boyfs animals. i’m speaking to him now on msn, well i say speaking but he isnt giving me much response, so i think that this is another person i have scared away. i did really like him tho! anyhows today i was dragged out of bed by the boyf which didn’t go down too well with me because i’m not feeling too good atm. so we haven’t been talking today. i’m starting feel less and less for him now which is bad because we’ve been together for 2 years, but i suppose if i’m unhappy i need to make a decision. i’nm back at work today, last day on the tills and then i start in giftware. i’m really not in the mood to type anymore more so i wont.