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Is The Word
.... Okay, the past few days haven’t been that great for me, I’ve had two pieces of bad news, just one more to come...
Went to the dentists on Tuesday for a check-up, only to find out that I have gum disease. Great, I’ve got perfectly good teeth but crappy gums with a fastly residing gum line! I’ve been given some god awful mouthwash to use for 3 weeks to see how i get on with it, as hopefully that should combat the gum disease, well slow it’s progression down, but there isn’t really anything they can do with the residing gum line! So in 10 years time I could have no teeth 
Yesterday did take the piss some what! I ended up going to the GUM clinic at the hopstial after noticing a icky discharge from my private parts. Turns out that I have gonorrhea. Just what I want to get me thinking why the feck do i bother to even have sex!
Turns out that seems the only person that I have slept with in months is Hans, so thanks to him I have it.
Went round to see him last night to tell him and he didn’t seem too shocked. I asked him if he had ANY symptoms and he said a few, yet he still went ahead and had oral and bum secks with me regardless. How careless of that is him?
He has been very apologetic about the whole situation and does feel very bad about it all, which in my opinion he should because, thanks to him, I am now infected with teh clap!
Another thing that he did tell me last night, was that he wasn’t gay, he was actually bi-sexual, which now has put me off him somewhat. Is that shallow of me to think that? I have never understood bi-sexuality myself, and coming from a gay person that is odd, but i am a stronger believer of, one way or the other, you either fancy men or women, not both! It just makes me wonder, why exactly he caught teh clap from, whether it be man or woman, and how many people he has slept with.
Is this worth persuing, or shall I just bin him off and look for a proper gay, who takes it like a man, and only likes willies!
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A World Of Real Emotion
What can I do for you? What can I do for you? What can I do for you? What can I do for you? I can hear you What can I do for you? What can I do for you? What can I do for you? Never thought that I would wind up by myself If I told my wild imagination But right here, I am finding myself so lost And there is a way, for me to turn back All the things I see They are different from What I had imagined they would be Everything looks different Now I’m getting dizzy spells Its real emotion, shakin’ up the world I’ll never give it up I don’t ever want to Lose this far No more than I can do When I am just too wrong And in my heart I can hear you say, That I am not alone What can I do for you? What can I do for you? What can I do for you? I can hear you What can I do for you? What can I do for you? What can I do for you? Never gonna look back, I’m already here Cause you gave me faith I’m on my own now If anything happens, unexpectedly I know you are there, to come and save me What do I do now? What can I do now? For the truth that you have made me see All that I can do now Is believe in what I feel It’s real emotion, shakin’ up the world I’ll be forever blessed, for you to stand by me Thank you for So many things you tell me That’s why I am here You give me strength and now I know That I am not alone What can I do for you? What can i do for you? What can I do for you? What can I do for you? What can I do for you? What can I do for you? I can hear you It’s real emotion, shakin’ up the world You’re always here with me, so deep in my heart And I, am there Beside you when you need me Since I’m finally strong Just close your eyes and you’ll see me there Cause you are not alone Its real emotion, shakin’ up the world I’ll never give it up I don’t ever want to Lose this far No more than I can do When I am just too wrong And in my heart I can hear you say, That I am not alone What can I do for you? What can I do for you? What can I do for you? I can hear you What can I do for you? What can I do for you? What can I do for you? I can hear you I can hear you]s] ]s] ]s] ]b] ]b] ]b] ]b] ]b] ]b] ]b] ]b] ]b] ]b] ]b]
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My Week
Okay, i’ve been absent from t’inernet a lot over the past week or so, but I do have good reason(apparently)
I’ve been spending most evening’s at a potential new fellas place, which has been fantastic. Enjoying his company muchly and feeling luffy inside, which I haven’t felt in ages 
I like him muchos, so we shall just have to see what happens.
Had my 21st birthday as well. Great another year older, i am becoming bitter in my 21 years i’ve been on this earth! Spent the morning with Geneiene as we both had the week off work, and we did the present opening. Then went to meet my sister, who was also birthday girl on the same day. We’re not twins, just both born on 14th May, 2 years apart.
Managed to stick a Birthday Girl balloon on here when i met her and made her wear it around town whilst we were looking for birthday presents for her.What can i say? I’m a shit brother and didn’t get her anything, but, normally she tells me what she wants, bit this year she didn’t. Although i was tempted to get her a brick, but couldn’t be bothered to go to a building merchants so that idea went out of the window!
We fannied around in town for a bit and then I took her back to Rushden so I could collect my cards and presents from there etc etc etc.
The evening consisted of a meal with the parents, geniene, and my ex, which was odd but enjoyable I think.......
Tuesday and Wednesday was spent in Shap, up in the Lake District. Went to visit Geniene’s Dad and step mother. Weather was shit on the way up, driving in the rain is no fun, but glorious sunshine when we got there. Went to some form of lake for a walk which was nice. Lovely views and all that shite. Was in bed by 10pm on the tuesday night as we left Numpty at 8am and had the drive there which is tiring.
Drive back, the weather was shite again, returned home to... RAIN! Always nice to come home to such lovely weather. Didn’t do much the rest of wednesday evening, apart from snooze, but went over to Hans’ and snuggled.
Thursday was a day of nothingness really, Geniene had P over so i spent most of my day in my room, snoozing, well sleeping. Went for a nap at 9am and woke up at 12, shows how tired i was from driving a round trip of 500 miles in just over 24 hours! I wouldn’t ever advise anybody to do it!
Went out in the afternoon after dropping P off at the train station and ended up at the new(ish) BHS on St. James Retail Park and ended up buying Strawberry crockery and a strawberry teapot! I also bought a new hoover seems the house one here as ’’gone walkies’’ 
. Had my nightly visit to Hans’ and snuggled.
Friday was another lazy day, Danna came over for Lunch after me having a cleaning blitz in my room and around the flat just so I could use the new hoover. He left, me and Geniene went to Weston Favell as we were bored and mooched around the shops there, well about 3. Saw some nice pleather sofas in Au Natural, only £450 for two, two seater, might buy them with my birthday money that I got as i think that would be a sound investment and means we would have some furniture that was ours! Didn’t do much else, went to Hans’ again for snuggles.
Today (Saturday)
Managed to twang myself in the eye with a coat hanger this morning trying to fix a toilet, so I had an o