What is wrong with me at the moment? Why do I wake up every morning wanting to cry? Why do i feel like i want to run away from everything about 8 times a day? Why am i sitting here hating myself, and wishing i was somebody else, some where else, in a life more perfect than mine? Why do i want and crave the attention of people just to make me feel better? Why do i get myself into situations that are not good for me? Why do i get attached to people so quickly and then get hurt when they move on and leave me behind? Why am i so bitter towards other peoples happiness and wish that they were unhappy in every way possible just to make me feel better? Why do i care about people when they have problems and support them and take care of them,but when the tables are turned they don’t want to know! Why am i constantly tired? Why am i miserable 24/7, what happened to the old me? Has anybody seen it around? Why can’t i get myself to go to the doctors and actually seek help, i am 99% sure than i am depressed again, but i don’t want to go back to the way i was before. It was horrible and i swore i would never go back there again. Somebody help me before i go insane