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Poooooooooooor Old Johnnnnnnnnnnnnnnny Raaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!
today has been an okay day i suppose, not alot to say about it apart from its rained alot and i was rang up at work and some recruitment agency triend to poach me, i said no. ho-hum
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Never Win First Place, Don’t support the team I can’t take direction And my socks were never clean Teachers dated me My parents hated me I was always in a fight ‘cause I can’t do nothing right Every day I fight a war against the mirror I can’t take the person staring back at me I’m a hazard to myself Don’t let me get me I’m my own worst enemy ‘cause you wont know yourself so irritating don’t wanna be my friend no more I wanna be somebody else I wanna be somebody else L.A told me you’ll be a pop star All you have to change is everything you are Tired to being compared to damn Britney spears She’s so pretty, that just aint me So doctor doctor won’t you please prescribe me something A day in a life of somebody else ‘cause I’m a hazard to myself Don’t let me get me I’m my own worst enemy ‘cause you wont know yourself so irritating don’t wanna be my friend no more I wanna be somebody else Don’t let me get me I’m my own worst enemy ‘cause you wont know yourself so irritating don’t wanna be my friend no more I wanna be somebody else So doctor doctor won’t you please prescribe me something A day in a life of somebody else Don’t let me get me I’m a hazard to myself Don’t let me get me I’m my own worst enemy ‘cause you wont know yourself so irritating don’t wanna be my friend no more I wanna be somebody else Don’t let me get me I’m my own worst enemy ‘cause you wont know yourself so irritating don’t wanna be my friend no more I wanna be somebody else Don’t let me get me I’m my own worst enemy
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Bicester – Where You Have To Pay 10p To Use The Toilets!
Well dispite my bad mood yesterday which carried on this morning i had a good time today in Bicester! I went with G because she had to go anyway for an appoitment she had. We went to the shopping village, it looked nice and there was a varity of shops there but there wasn’t really alot to buy when you look inside the shops. People cream their pants when they go places like that thinking that they are going to get a bargin but really its the factory seconds and the end of line/seasons stuff which they sell there. But dispite saying that i did actually get two fench connection t-shirts which were okay for £30, but later on i found one of the t-shirts that i brought in beatties for £25 each and it was in season so i did quite well i think. I’ve picked out some frames for some prescription sunnies at work. i have got to pick which ones i want tomorrow so i can get them made up etc etc and i also have to pick a tint colour... how exciting! my mood from yesterday hasn’t improved much really i am still pissed off with people in general but there’s not alot that i can do about it i suppose.
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People
Why are some people just complete and utter bastards?!?!?!?!??! do they have some sort of evil gene in them where they are set out to distroy my every last ounce of happiness just because they can’t bear to see me happy for once in my whole life!? thanks alot you fuckers...... welcome to the land of prozac once again!
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– 70 pounds
i had a nice day today, spent the day with a few people from work.... met them about midday and we went to pizza hut for lunch and then went bowling. i won the 1st game and G won the second game. we had a play on the machines in the arcade and then went to abington park for a walkies.... it was too hot for me but we saw the birdies there and lots of pikey peoples 
we wanted to go the the cinema so we went to sol central but there was fuck all on there so in the end we went to sixfields and watched “Scooby Doo 2” which made me chuckle.
everything else in my life otherwise has been fine... sunny weather has made me happy but i was pissed of aboit yesterday for saome unknown reason but i seem alot happier today
work tomorrow yay! 
gah working mondays is evil!
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FUCKING WANKING FUCKING BASTARDS!!! It’s Funny How Quick The Milk Turns Sour, Isn’t It, ISN’T IT!!!
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Cars Are Evil!
Today has been some what of a strange day. e’s car broke down no teh way so that made a good start tothe day, we had to wait an hour for the breakdown van thingy and the garage where it was comming from was only upthe road. so we were only 30 mins late for work which made the daygo abit quicker but it always seems weird not being there early like i normally are. today was a mix at work... fields tests, pressures and reception work really. during my afternoon break there was a homeless guy sitting out the back where we go for a ciggie and he started to tell me about his family and now his grandaughter is at university and how she is scrounging off his son/daughter for the money. then he went on to tell me he was in the local archives and that he had a novel published and that i should go and buy it from a book shop right away. weird! ive still got my fecking cough :/ nevermind...maybe this is an insentive for me to quit smoking!
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FUCKING MATHS
it’s offical i hate my maths course.......... i have two, yes TWO pieces of coursework to be in just because the teacher didn’t post it to me when i was off i’ll * cynds mutters
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For Every Last Bruise You Gave Me...
I know that the jamelia song below is about domestic violence but i can interpret it into differnt contexts, read through the lyrics and see how it makes you fell. this is my song at the moment. when ever i am down i will put it on and play it. Jamelia - Thank You The Fights, thoses nights I tried to pretend it don’t hurt The way, I prayed Someday that you would love me Really, completely Just how I wanted it to be But no, so wrong Can’t believe I stayed with you so long. You hit, you spit, you split ever-y bit of me, yeah You stole, you broke, you’re cold You’re such a joke to me, yeah For every last bruise you gave me For every time I sat in tears For the million ways you hurt me I just wanna tell you this You broke my world, made me strong Thank you Messed up my dreams, made me strong Thank you My head, near dead Just the way you wanted it My soul, stone cold ’Cos I was under your control So young, so dumb Knew just how to make me succumb But I un-derstand To make you feel like a man You hit, you spit, you split ever-y bit of me, yeah You stole. you broke, you’re cold You’re such a joke to me, yeah For every last bruise you gave me For every time I sat in tears For the million ways you hurt me I just wanna tell you this You broke my world, made me strong Thank you Messed up my dreams, made me strong Thank you You coulda had it all babe it coulda been so right I woulda given you everything Morning through night Yeah, you taught me some lessons Those are my blessings They wont happen again Thank You For every last bruise you gave me For every time I sat in tears For the million ways you hurt me I just wanna tell you this You broke my world, made me strong Thank you Messed up my dreams, made me strong Thank you
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I’ve Been Waiting... I’m Still Waiting... I’ve Been Waiting... I’ve Been Waiting... I’ve Been Waiting... I’m Still Waiting... I’m With You... It’s Alw
hmmmmmm i’m always fucking ill.... i’ve just had gasteroenteretietieiteteitietius and now ive got a cold which is going but im left with a nasty hacky hacky cough *hacks* i suppose i shouldn’t smoke whilsts ive got it but im just getting annoyed if i dont have a ciggie. back to work tomorrow which is good, i’ve only had sun,mon and today off and it feels like i haven’t been at work for weeks. not alot else has happend in the life of cynds lately. spend yesterday afternoon with dave, she can now drive so we went into npton and she brought a cd for her car. she came round today and we watched the league of gentlemen. tis about it.... i just want to get better fucking immune system *mutters*
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Woop There It Is
lo lo lo
my holiday was good good was nice to have a break and get away, i didn’t want to go abck to work today and i had forgotten how to use the computers and alot of simple things..... i’m SO clever!!!
went round hols last night to celebrate her birthday and got rather lashed and was sick through my nose twice..... my sick was grey... how amusing
i also had my hair cut yesterday as you can see teh the pictures that i have added to this journal entry i look muchos sexy