i’ve just been thinking about a few things and have realised something about myself, something that doesnt make a differece i dont think into me finding out more about the person that i really am. i just did figure out that i am actually scared of myself. i dont know what i am scared of about myself, but i think it may be what power i have and what damage i could do to myself if i seriously wanted to. there have been times when i have done it before and if any of you know about my childhood or were there you know what happend. hmmm anyway enough thinking or else i’ll only set myself off *hugs Jeremy*