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i have just bought
Bridget Jones: The Edge of Reason by Helen Fielding The Laramie Project by Moises Kaufman The Complete Oil Painter: The Essential Reference Source for Beginning to Professional Artists for darren :? Natasha Bedingfield - Unwritten for darren (this mant old me he hated her music) Joe Orton - Entertaining Mr. Sloane for darren and K-Gee I Don’t Really Care, i love this song # i don’t really care about what you want to do,you dont really care about me and you, you just go your way and i go my way to just admit its over#
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I AM GOING TO SEE NATASHA BEDINGFIELD ON THE 26TH FEB * sir_cynds runs around pissing his pants with excitment
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i still haven’t been back to asthma clinic :S
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Fucking Buses!
right i’ve had enough, tonight was the final straw, this bus driver needs to be sacked: this is what happend: the bus was late, its suppost to leave the bus station at 5.50 but didnt turn up untill 6.15 as the cunty bus driver lost our bus (which this particular bus driver has done before, and me and a group of people has issues with this driver) when we finally got on the bus i said, glad to see the service is running on time trying to make it sound lightharted he started shouting at me telling me that i shouldnt say that and that i should get off the bus as i am stopping him doing his job! i was arguing with him saying that i was not stopping him doing his job as he was because he was shouting at me he wouldnt let me get further than the bit where you pay for your journey. i said ive paid to get this bus im getting on it, he told me to get off as he was not going to take me anywhere i said make me as ive paid and i wasnt prepared to get off as i wanted to get home he tried to get me off it again and he said i havent caused any problem, but i said you ahve for us in the past we have nothing but trouble with you EVERY time you drive this service, you’re always late, you refuse to let people on the bus, you are rude, drive like a cunt etc then a few people who also get the bus started to join in and they were getting rather angry and he told me to get off again and i bluntly refused and he got out of his cab and got inches away from my face and shouted at me “you’re stopping me from doing my job all i want to do is drive this bus” we all said well stop shouting and do it then he then went on and said to me go and speak to an inspector blargh blargh i refused as i asked if he was going to wait for me whilst i did and he said no as the bus was running late. this went on for a while, i still refused to get off, more people started shouting at him in the end he gave up gave me my ticket back, i carried on saying he had no right to ban me from the service as i have paid to use it and it is my only bus home etc etc he gave up in the end after a long battle, we won hes a cunt and thats about it we have had the same problems with him before but this time it was personal! he once refused to let a school girl on in wellingborough as he did not beleive she was 14 (she looked about 11) and we were stuck there for 40mins! *fumes*
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It’s coming for me through the trees.
Kate Bush - Hounds Of Love
“It’s in the trees!
It’s coming!”
When I was a child:
Running in the night,
Afraid of what might be
Hiding in the dark,
Hiding in the street,
And of what was following me...
Now hounds of love are hunting.
I’ve always been a coward,
And I don’t know what’s good for me.
Here I go!
It’s coming for me through the trees.
Help me, someone!
Help me, please!
Take my shoes off,
And throw them in the lake,
And I’ll be
Two steps on the water.
I found a fox
Caught by dogs.
He let me take him in my hands.
His little heart,
It beats so fast,
And I’m ashamed of running away
From nothing real--
I just can’t deal with this,
But I’m still afraid to be there,
Among your hounds of love,
And feel your arms surround me.
I’ve always been a coward,
And never know what’s good for me.
Oh, here I go!
Don’t let me go!
Hold me down!
It’s coming for me through the trees.
Help me, darling,
Help me, please!
Take my shoes off
And throw them in the lake,
And I’ll be
Two steps on the water.
I don’t know what’s good for me.
I don’t know what’s good for me.
I need your love love love love love, yeah!
Your love!
Take your shoes off
And throw them in the lake!
Do you know what I really need?
Do you know what I really need?
I need love love love love love, yeah!
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2 comments.
This Is Glen...
My boiler has terminally broekn at home by the looks of it so i have no heating and no hot water and my parents done get back until thursday so they can fix it or get somebody to fix it!
i am having to use the emersion heater to heat the water and a glen to keep me warm, the thing is i only have one glen to keep me warm so everytime i spend long periods of times in different rooms of the house i have to take my glen with me.
at the moment my glen is with me in the dining room so i can keep warm using the pooter. its blowing at my feet
my glen looks like this...
if it wasnt for glen i would be a block of ice by now!
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it’s been a shit day, i have a cunting headache and im going bed
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And The Site Is Working
and teh winners are:
the team:
Charlies Angels + 1
you are a good man mr taylor 
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Drench yourself in words unspoken
i am currently sitting in a dark room with this song blasting out of my cd player, it makes me think, makes me said, makes me think of what i could achive, my goals, my plans: Natasha Bedingfield - Unwritten I am unwritten, can’t read my mind, I’m undefined I’m just beginning, the pen’s in my hand, ending unplanned Staring at the blank page before you Open up the dirty window Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find Reaching for something in the distance So close you can almost taste it Release your innovations Feel the rain on your skin No one else can feel it for you Only you can let it in No one else, no one else Can speak the words on your lips Drench yourself in words unspoken Live your life with arms wide open Today is where your book begins The rest is still unwritten Oh, oh, oh I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines We’ve been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can’t live that way Staring at the blank page before you Open up the dirty window Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find Reaching for something in the distance So close you can almost taste it Release your inner visions Feel the rain on your skin No one else can feel it for you Only you can let it in No one else, no one else Can speak the words on your lips Drench yourself in words unspoken Live your life with arms wide open Today is where your book begins Feel the rain on your skin No one else can feel it for you Only you can let it in No one else, no one else Can speak the words on your lips Drench yourself in words unspoken Live your life with arms wide open Today is where your book begins The rest is still unwritten Staring at the blank page before you Open up the dirty window Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find Reaching for something in the distance So close you can almost taste it Release your inner visions Feel the rain on your skin No one else can feel it for you Only you can let it in No one else, no one else Can speak the words on your lips Drench yourself in words unspoken Live your life with arms wide open Today is where your book begins Feel the rain on your skin No one else can feel it for you Only you can let it in No one else, no one else Can speak the words on your lips Drench yourself in words unspoken Live your life with arms wide open Today is where your book begins The rest is still unwritten The rest is still unwritten The rest is still unwritten Oh, yeah, yeah
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Evil!
the photographer man at the success weekend is evil look....
i really should have had a shave and wore my specs!
there are more of me but the blokes site is not working properly!
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My Head 
right i think i am turning into some form of drunkard, i am still hung over from saturday night!
the weekend gone was the weekend of the fun day at work, it went quite well i think we havent come to a total for how much money we raised but we have def beat the MK store which has pleased us muchos 
we had a woofty guide dog come in which was beautiful as you can see below
it was the anglia sucess weekend on saturday and sunday, it was a good time, the food was aboit crappy, but apart from that everything else was fine and phil and maz were darlings and kept us supplied with vino or the red and whine varity.
i drank far too much red wine that night with thanks to dave who kept filling my glass up. didnt end up getting to bed till 5.30am and it wasnt even my own bed, i decieded to get into marcus bed because it was closer to where i was sitting,all in all a good time was had by all.
there was a senimar on the sunday, which i think nobody enjoyed much, i didnt get up til 9.55 and it started at 10am so i was late, but by teh sounds of things i didnt miss much. it was the most boring 4 hours wasted in my life!
we didnt end up getting some till about 5pm and i stuffed my face because i hadnt had anything to eat since 8pm the night before!
i am knackered, i feel like shit, i am still hung over and im not drinking again to drown some sorrows cause im feeling rather wanky, but thats nothing unusual.
today at work was quiet as everybody who went was still feeling rough and things were made 10 times worse as we didnt have the computers today as they were installing the new software and all the equipment to go with it so its been manic, people really rely on pooters far to much!
thats all i can be arsed to write as i am feeling rather shitty and im going to go off and cry
c x
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GRRRR!
i am in a really bad mood today, i am pissed off muchos. i am angry with myself because i can not use the focimeter at work and it is really getting to me at work, am i that stupid i can’t fucking line a lens up on a machine and find out the prescription * sir_cynds mutters and sighs
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Who0o0o0o0o0oo0o0o0oo00o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0ooo0oo0o0o0o0o00oo0o0o00o!
HURRAH I GOT WANKERED ON SATURDAY NIGHT
fantastic it was, my first night out in months, muchos fun.
went out with a lass from work as it was her leaving thingy and met ian in lloyds as i said i was and me and him spent the rest of the night together. we went to a few other places with people from work, yates and then onto edwards and then we ended up in the wanker, muchos fun taking the piss out off the fags
i do remember on the way from lloyds going to yates that i did climb on top of a bin for some apparent reason, and then after yates on our way to edwards we had a whos got the smallest nips contest in fish street and i won who0o! ian also managed to walk into a lampost on the market square, dont know how he managed to do it.
i am starting a protest to ban ponchos, they are just wrong, they are like net curtains, or old rugs with a hole cut in them and pretending to be fashionable, its wrong. i demand if you see somebody in one, BURN IT, BURN IT THERE AND THEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111!111111!!
its fun day on saturday and we have fuck all from anybody, when i say fuck all i mean it, we do have some badges and thats about it, nothing from anybody which is starting to piss me off. we have made about £90 from the collection buckets and raffle tickets for the staff raffle. it seriously is starting to fall to bits and me and sj are now seriously thinking shit, what have we tried to do?!
but hopefully it will all pull together and go well.
Tis the sucess weekend on satruday which i am looking foward to but the only thing i am worried about is sharing a room with chris as he was making a pass at me on saturday 
ho-hum, my fancy dress comstume has arrived so i shall be trying it on tomorrow and taking some pictures.
i have a little miss dvd and i cant stop watching it, i am addicted, i AM little miss scatterbrain, shes fantastic:
‘Good Afternoon Mr Beef, Pork, No Sausages’
i am so that little miss!
right i have a craving for cheese so i am off to find some.
love and all that crap
sir_cynds <3 x