okay i haven’t updated in a while because there has been alot going on in my life at the moment, and for once i think i am remotley happy, which is very unlike me as some of you may know... .... i am in love, it is a love i have never felt towards a person before, this person means the world to me and we have something special, lets hope it lasts for a long time as i think he is someone special, somebody who understands me, wants me is not affraid to listen to my problems and most of all cares for me and doesn’t just see me as another notch on the bed post and an ego boost for them. i love you with all my heart and you know that xxx anyhows enough of the soppy stuff.... not alot else has happend in my life really, work has been okay, enjoying it alot more now for some reason, i think its with any job you go through persiods of liking it and hating it, i am in the middle at the moment, i am on the look out for something else, that something better, but i do enjoy it at SS and hopefully i will be there for a while yet. I’ve been booked onto a sucess weekend with work and quite a few others from the store are going as well which should be fun, there is a meal and a dance and awards cermony on the saturday and then on the sunday their is a motovitinal day where people come in and make you do stuff. it should be good, i am really looking foward to it. Whoo0o i ahve tickets for trisha again, its on the 20th october and i am looking foward to it muchos, but we are not planned to get back untill 1am i think thats about it from me as my man has just come on-line and i want to talk to him <3 cynds xxx