Didn’t make it to Retro last night. Tried phoning NewJames and his phone was off. Grr. OldJames has a job, gives me mixed feelings...Given that much of my problem with him had to do with him not having one I’m kinda wistful about it as I sort of wish it’d have happened earlier so we could have tried living together and being a real couple and stuff. Ah well. If he doesn’t want that then I just move on I guess. How many times have I written that? Urg. I’ll shut up now. Just kinda annoyed that whenever I talk with him about “us” he suggests we go round in circles...which was sorta true the first two times but I suspect wouldn’t be the case now as we’re both quite a bit different in where we are and what we’re doing than we were. *sigh* Owen’s sister Cati gets married at the weekend - I’ve been invited to do video. Owen’s a tad nervous about the travelling and so I shall be there on Saturday evening. Am gonna lend him my laptop too so he can do ID card stuff on the way. Might bring the camera and stuff too and do some nice piccies for Cati. Went to bed earlyish. Adam came in from Retro with housepet. They said hello hugs stuff and then rushed off to the Swan. Woke me up coming in and woke me up by cooking...or more accurately burning...smoke alarms at 3am ain’t pretty So. Today I have careful bugsquishing to do. And this evening is the Company Barbecue. Yay. Free food! Can’t afford to get a costume though. Bah. Western Theme...I suggested that I should get a whip and got funny looks and the kind of awkward silence usually reserved for spin the bottle. *smirk* Should be fun anyways... Am considering selling some photography. Chris Morris (the gay one, not the famous one) is considering using me as a photographer for one of his sites too...maybe a little extra cash I am now financially fucked. Bankrupcy sounds fun